Hmm. About me. A few years ago, I was getting on stage to sing with Reckoning on my birthday, and Kevron intorduced me as "Everybody's Best Friend." Later, he said he'd meant it literally, but not in a good way.
More recently, I was described by another close friend this way, when his mom (who loves me to pieces; they all do;) asked about me, concerned. He said (I quote): "Glenn's a nice guy. Women take advantage of him and fuck him over."
This is not entirely true. It's not just women. For every woman who has fucked me over, there has always been at least one man taking advantage of me and fucking me over at the same time, somethimes guys I was really best friends with. Let's just be clear on this: despite appearances, I have had MUCH better luck with loyalty from the women in my life than I have had from men. It really does all suck as much as (or way more than) it would appear to be me.
Last year, yet another close friend told me to rot in Hell. Just so ya know, Tom, I am and have been rotting in hell. Maybe that is why I didn't have the patience to drag you through yours, and I'm sure you will be better for having gone through it without me anyway, and I DID tell you that on at least a few occasions before and after you cursed me. Doesn't matter; it's gotta be karma for something else I did, I have my ideas why, but man...
About me. Hah! Looks like so much fun, sitting around and writing music. I used to be the absolute King of the Scene, but the scene got really, really dirty, people, and mostly, Glenn is NOT proud of you. Bad things are happening because you are all (with rare exception) DOING BAD THINGS, and you are rotting out your once-beautiful lives because of it, and I do not like it, and I do not want to be around it any more. Clean up, people, this from your best friend. i still love all of you, but I can't talk to each of you one at a time, and I don't even want to, because the more I hear from each of you, the more sick I get about it, and stone cold sober, my stomach is literally rotting out because off it, and I have lost months and years of sleep over it.
Yes, everybody's best friend. I still hear everything, whether I want to or not. I do not have the strength anymore to stand by and tell y'all when you are doing something stupid. You should know by now, and take control of your lives. It is not so hard. Fade's and the Brew and the Brick are a poor substitute for the center of a life. Get a life. I love you (you all know who you are). Cut the suicidal, hypocritical, bullshit "it's all about the music" ranting, and get a life. Remember, the first 2 letters in the word "FUN" are...
